so i'm satisfied.
cause i ate damn alot yesterday.
i went to vil'age yesterday for dinner.
cause i was craving for it.
it was sad that anthony couldn't join me and i could not treat him for his birthday.
oh well.
its your loss anthony!
cause i had really yummy food.
and it made me a happy girl.
considering that i didn't have to feed myself half the time.
i think dunfu makes good company.
like he has a personal mission to make me happy.
to make me forget.
you're my cool friend!

so i had dinner with shabin on saturday.
and he asked me so many questions that i can't seem to answer.
maybe i should think of an answer soon.
just maybe.
it would be a better choice.

i saw the "famous" blogger on monday.
xiaxue i think.
well.
she is short.
like.
really short.
but i think she knows that by now.
she looks kinda okay from far.
but her hair was the topic to talk about.
it was really long!
yeah.
but i was kinda dry at the end.
so it looked weird.
so i shall not comment on more.
before she comes and kill me or something.

so nessa had nothing interesting going on for the past few days.
but i did watch blood diamond.
so its a good thing that happened so far.
watched it with desmond and darrell.
in my uniform.
desmond promised to steal a diamond for me!
and have his own resturant in his own house?
even though it doesnt make sense.
it still sounds good to me.
cause i still get some of the pretty money.
and its the better choice.
to give me some of the money.
and played pool after that.
so it was a good day after all.
and that was monday.

i'm only blogging like this because shabin asked me too.
he said that my blog was boring cause i kept talking about stuff he didn't understand.


well call them what ever you want.
but i myself am proud of them.
cause they have proven themselves to be better than you.
and it doesn't matter to me anyway.
honestly.
i really cant be bothered now.
i have better things to think of rather than you.
or your inability to be humble.


choose what you want to do love.
but i know that i'm better than this.
telling my friend that he can do better made me realised that maybe i can too.
just maybe.
i've lost a little bit of faith.